I already miss you

Looking back on everything,
I still remember her smile.
I wish things didn't end so soon,
And turn back time for awhile.

No matter how much it hurts,
I still love her so.
A part of me needs her so much,
Can't seem to let her go.

Knowing I won't be able to see her,
Makes my heart cry out in pain.
I can't believe we won't talk anymore,
The thought makes me wanna go insane.

She was my reason for waking up,
For the smile you see on my face.
Going a single day without her,
Makes me feel so out of place.

I was afraid of opening up,
Now I'm afraid of the next day.
Whenever I see her one last time,
I'm terrified of what she may say.

I know tomorrow will hurt,
But the tears will fade away.
Life is too short for regrets,
There will be a brighter day.

But when I see her one last time,
I won't know what to do...
When she tells me that last goodbye,

I'll whisper,"I already miss you.."

its same but different

its the same routine
just u r not wit me
the wind blows the same
just the air is more cold
the sun shines the same
just the warmth isnt there
the moon shines all night
just it isn't bright enough
the eyes still blinks
just its a bit wet
the heart beats the same
just it misses some beats
my life is still the same
just i have started missing you

MAYA- an illusion

MAYA
what exactly does that mean
is this love
or just an illusion
I think its an illusion
Those who are in love
say that
they dont have hunger
anymore
thats an illusion
they are haunted
by that face
all the time
thats an illusion
they feel like
they are in air
which is an illusion
Anyone in love
just experience the things
that are not possible
in reality
and now i think
being in love
creates illusion
thats why Love
is also called
MAYA - an Illusion

I miss you

I am missing you
i am missing those lines you wrote for me
i know i was trying to forget
all those things that reminds me of you
but those lines comes to my mind
and leave something behind
and i am left behind with some words
and i try hard to remember them back
its hard to remember
and even harder to forget
completely
making things worse for me
always
you never understood
and never will you know
how much i missed you
when you were there
in my life
and when you are out of it now
i really miss you ;(